haha. for tete:D somemore the

girl looks like you

wheeee(D: influence by hanky)
i'm..munching on my kit kat now.
writing with only one finger. :D
funny how my mom always say kit tac

celebrating my first day of the holidays with kit kat:D

HAVE A BREAK!

the wather is like *&&^^?-@# hot these days
sometimes we can bet thatwe don't even need to take an umbrella out

homewok lots.
holidays still suxs
my index finger is getting tired from jumping letter to letter
on my keyboard and it looks like a frog

sory 4 the speling erors

Tapbottoms


Jaf((:: baby I'm leavin' on the G5!:D haha yepyep, jesse mc rocks & so does !patd & paramore
Jaf((:: omigosh you hear 987 & muttons too?:D !ROAST MUTTONSS<3,
wheeee.the song was once stuck n my head.:D yup. roast muttons rocks.they are so funny.i think we can 'you complian' like almost everyday about the school :/


jiahui: HAHA THE SLIDE SHOW THING IS DAMN FUNNY? LOLOLOL HELLO:D
lol. aren't they cuteeeeeeee.

piggy: want play maple play private server the best lolz
no want leh. they say it's illegal. D:


jUnYaNg: coz u as sucky as maple? lol..jkjk maybe its ur way to destress
YEAHYEAH. you win.. lol so true la. i scared maple whole holidays D:


hanky: your tagbacks are weird p.p
YO HANKKKY. mmm.. i think they are XD

'Them' by~MournfulSonata

I'm different.

That's what they told my mother,

I'm 'special', they declared.

And they made her cry.

I see them now, looking at me.

Their cold, distant eyes,

pierce through their smiling faces;

their facade of understanding.

I'm different

That's what they said.

I'm 'special'

But, somehow, it just makes me sad.

I see them, those people.

They pretend to care,pretend to know me;

to understand.But they don't.

They're not even close.

So I retreat.

They showed me how,with their

own pretencesand masks of smiles.

I go to where I really belong.

I'm different

That's what they believed

I'm 'special'

But, who cares what they think?

wth maple suxs. then why im i playing it? O.O
they just dced me.

the above poem is about austism
well, the book
{the curious incident of the dog in the night-time}


kinda makes me interested in this kinda of people.
it's so true they see a different point of view from us.


maybe i will be a researcher to research on this kind of things.
since i know for in my 14 years of life i never really had a dream job
(don't count in the times when i was p2 and i wished to be teacher)

you won't really know them until you really get into them, into their world
seriously.
It actually applies to everyone in the world, you can't say that you understand
the person 100%.
it's a lie if you said that.
but normal people are easier to BE understood than austistic people ;D



{the world is full of obvious things which nobody by any chance ever observes}

i will post a turtle :D

['SLIDE' show. get it?! haha]

okay lol.

yeah. i just guess when 2 different shoes dun match. don't force it.
maybe you could asked a cobbler to make another one right?
yeah? it's easy and nice to get another shoe to match with the other.

then maybe both different shoes would leave each other then erm, you know get on

with thier life and live happily with the new shoe that the cobbler had made for them each.

but maybe it won't really feel the same.

yeah i kinda got hooked onto maple today. really only today. there was this supeeer addictive

event that is happening on right now in maple.

i sound pretty childish. I DUN MIND.
cos there is hanky and jy and lens and Wm to accompany me to be childish XD

give me some inspiration to draw?! my scrapbk is getting RUSTY.

oh

i think i saw a routine in my cheerful life after abandoning MYES;D

school
maple'
drawing/sketching
8pm-muttons to midnight at 98.7Fm. ;DD

98.7 fm keep playing the new jesse mccartney song.
i was like hating it at first, now i'm lovin' it?!

sleep

i saw that our conversations are practically on an really small island-studies
we can't leave it, if not we would be drowning in slience.
oh really. i'm talking abt my parents.
really.

belief me.

like real

tagbacks;D

'True beauty

{the fragile light rays passing through those semi permeable red petals. oh wells}

?tag backs?

Lou: OMG! MAPLE soooo long nvr play le. haha. eh after O levels i play with you haha

lol

seriously you won't wanna know my IGN. okay

its lame. huiyi2006. actually the game is lame but addictive.

AMANDA: hello (: long time never come here (: that bird sh!t photo brings back lots of bad memories

LOL. did you had a unexpected incident with birds?! i got one before.horrible the excretment had landed on my hand. it was warm and slimely. urgh

MARILYN =D: AHHHHHHHHHHH HUIYI!

WTC? YOU SAW YOU SAW JACK?!?!? EDNA ALMOST? O.O AHAHHHH!

lol. ;DD

AMELIA: haha. yea. i noe birds haf a sense of humour. dan has.. haha. XD

lol HAHA. they look retarded

hanky: *splashes syrup onto huiyi*
hanky: *throws cookies at the birds*

THANKS hanky, appreciated it. ... . i know you love the birds. they remind me of YOU.(thank me)

MARILYN =D: ELLOOOO HUIYI(:! HAHAS. wheee. after exams, and i am still so lazy to post. DX hahas. XD

heys sorry that i alr washed my our class tee DX sorry. anw HELO;D keep your trade mark of having 8(?) days one post style

OMGOSHHh

i almost posted on 2d's blog.
heng heng i realised then i delete it.

hope no one saw it ;X

i shall update later
really.
sure.
look and me and you trust me i will do it.
yes

haha. birds have a sense of humor
yeah.

i don't bother editing cos
firstly, i'm tired, secondly, making a 131 post is okay.

yeah so.
i'm just empty for a while. i wished someone could pour some syrup into me once in a while.

- yeah hell.-

{okay results came out like an piercing axe on our heads.}

no one knew that

almost all the papers came out today

no more knew that

teachers could mark like an over-oiled machine

so.

yeah. jumbled up feelings and stuffs

so what do you'll expect me to say.

practically nothing actually.

is like that.

actually it's a false statement to say that : my life is smooth.

it's so wrong. yeah. i 'm not that prefect. full stop.

off with it.

talk about happy stuffs;D

so hanky cheer up ;D we' will help you yah?

i reacted badly

when i saw "jack"

haahaa. aw so cute.

edna almost touched 'jack' -humpfs-

envious stare , aha.

-DOUBLE TRIPLE SMILEs-

you made me day baby! LOL

stayed back after school to see them do rehersal for show and share.

damn funnayeeee! ;D neh-neh!

i and hanky went to eat macs with jy and zw,

retarded.

;D hengheng hanky did not got into trouble.

;

D then i went home dozed off in the bus 12. my head knocked into a guy. ;X

orh then now i'm blogging.

okay. ;D

so gonna edit my blog post later.

brother pushing me =.=

{ guess i'm seeing circles through that open window.}

haha. i didn't did my celebrative blog post.

so i'm doing one now.

MYES ARE O-V-E-----R.

yeah.

so i'm kinda shocked by my chinese results.

mm. i learnt to take things lightly a bit more.
realised i'm not alone in this cruel world.

what else could be better than this right? :]

look on the bright side. i'm gonna lay maple again.LOL.

that is soo bad.

but it's nice to destress, take off from where you left.
but i'm trying very hard to shut up and listent to the world around me

to observe like last time.

and draw once again. i brought a scrap book! ;)

to be like last time one year ago in 1F ( okay maybe to be like last time a BIT, not too much)

which i forgot.

;D

always learn to pat on your own shoulder and say " you can do better, TRUST me"

love!

drawing is nice.

not a really nice post but i dun care ;)

happy mother's day, mum.
it's been long since i last drawn a card for you.
we are those nasty little pandas. :D

history was a knief

&


gosh. trash that history book will ya?
burn it to smitterings for all i care, oh if you have space add in the exam paper too.
it freaking harddd.

chinese was okay.

-bangs head-


got a headache today. painnnn.
i remembered i was young and i had the crazy thought
like i was in Mission Impossible or something?
heck into the staff room
grab my paper.
and well, change answers LOL.
i was p2 okay don't blame me.

on the lighter note, be more positive mah. say 2 down only 3 more to go;)
ALmost there. :)

things to do
#mug for sci, maths (duh)

#cut damn long hair

#improve handwriting.
I was :O
when i remembered that mrs koh said ugly handwriting was the first killer.
.die. -stashes neck-

#stop having ultra big headaches almost everyday, at this rate i will fall sick man

#to pray that myes will be gone soon . other schools have ALR FINISH!

oh i ate cha soba today with lance and hanky.
FIRST TIME eating japanses cusine either than sushi cos i dare not venture.
oh i heart the tempura ebi :]


;D relax and have determination(:

BLEHSSSS.
annabella : you too yars ;D lol. i'm not that cong ming.
OKAY.
YEAHS.
MYEs
say no to

Procrastinate

please.


[ To put off doing something, especially out of habitual carelessness or laziness.v.tr.
To postpone or delay needlessly. ]

i am sure i dunoo what the below means.:

[Latin prōcrāstināre, prōcrāstināt- :
prō-, forward; see pro–1 + crāstinus, o
f tomorrow (from crās, tomorrow).]
procrastination pro·cras'ti·na'tion n.procrastinator pro·cras'ti·na'tor n.

sky is the limit.
where is my limit anyway.

oh my gosh

i think i shall not surf the internet ever to destress

before i start mugging because it really hurts my eyes

and now my eyes hurt like %$%^$^&$% pain!

and i think the internet practically brainwashed my brain throughly



lit was screwed, but hence :DDD yays! look on the bright side yeah?

YAY!



stayed back to destress after school today

had some 1Fians coming over to 2d to crap about perverted stuffs( by urs truly hongming) and some !totally! ramdom stuffs. haha.



basically jy just waiting for ahem and bennett just fooling around.

oh jy got big mouth for that matter. I could stuff a basketball in it.

oh laughed loudly to jeremy's or lame jokes.



and scribbled on the white board with hanky. ;D



yeah destressed till like 3.45? if i'm not wrong



went home. stared at the sky.

i got a nack for staring at the sky lately.

oh aren't they inspirational? (forced you to nod)



i'm a tired girl today:( yays!

HAPPY MAY DAY EVRYONE! mayday is coming to s'pore LOL. no.

wads for dinner mum? RWAR O:

i blogged before the feeling runs out :]

whoowee
today is such a good day. MINUS the hotness.
it's really getting cranky these days, global warming? i nod to that.

i could have swore that i shall waves of heat emiting from the ground
-points to the ground-

or maybe i'm a little sot today.

i doubt that it was this humid last year. yeah.

i already on my fan to full blast.


during these times, i wished i have an aircon which is


delux mega powered with antarctic-cold freezing capabilities .
if that was even invented.

*runs to toiletttt* mum nagging me to bathe.


back(: its 7.14pm yeahs.



i was mugging for history throughout this whole sunny bright day.
i managed + some extra help from lots of ice-eating and lotsa music banging through my brain.


i got hooked on -will of the heart-
Fyi, it's a lyric-less song sent by hanky.


oh speaking of songs, i have yet to get some songs ..lag..

Better in time - Leona Lewis
When you look me in the eyes -Jonas brothers ( oh.Joe is cute :X)
No air _chris brown and jordan sparks
i got it frm danialle, just too lazy to transfer.


yup. these days been rather busy chionging for the myes.

and everything seems to come to a halt around me.
no more funfun days when i come home slacking on the com. :[

*bangs head*
apirl been a rather bad month i must say.

oh & Happy May/labour Day everyone ;)


my father says labour day in other countries is all about rioting
protesting for the human rights and all. singapore political life is boring.

B-o-r-i-n-g. like my life now


No strikes. Lol. Not that i want.

omgosh that Monster dad ont eh newspaper?
it's practically inhumane. monster. even his eyesbrows are werid. lol. no offense to can. ;)


he fathers his daughter's children and he is thier grandfather + father and his daughter is also the silbling of them + the mother of those children . o.o

werid family tree.
what's with the world today?

ohoh yesterday i was on the bus home. and it was horrible. X.X
i got a couple beside me and.
FULL STOP.
ye candyrocks


oh mygosh.aren't they cute.
i think deviant's art emocons are wayyy better than MSN's one.





it's all about balance in life(:

I HATE APRIL

loool. my blog kinds dead :X

proudly announce


I DID NOT DO SHOU ZHA

(china scrapbk) FINISH!


kinda lag as i wanted to post ytd but oh wells
i feeling frrreeeee and light.


its 10more days to history MYEs):
haha. it's mugging time baby!




okay. so today was nothing special. iwanted to blog alot about something but i forget

i think i remembered. :D

no i didn't

forget it.

wth is your sense of urgency:(

i really hope those past words won't get to you in some way or another.

i goonnna do finish shou zha i dun care.
just shut up huiyi

wooo heeee its 12.14 am! haha.;D
time to sleeeep. ;DD

very tired

realisation strikes today. now,
i hope it is not the truth.

the post about studies

i want that sunnybeach +coolwaters+brillant sun&sky

:(

who don't?

iknowishouldbe sleeping .zz.


need to wake up early 2moro to go to school early and do the lit props thingy
i blog hopped! :)

i know everyone's all beat up and tired
stressed and all.


-smiles-
no matter what just smile and yeah smile :)

ohoh i want to put the pic abt my plant LOL

I GONNAA MAKE IT! YESH I MUST TELL MYSLEF.


*PUSHHHHHH*


come home early everyday. no more slacking in school you hear me!

i shall heck my horoscope reading. cos it's bad;(



hw and revision to be done""


#lit essay 3rd attempt ( 22apirlmustbedone)
#lit essay( beautiful flower)(bythurs)
#china trip scrapbook(one day do one day lol)( 1/9 done)
*mugggg for history
*learn chengyu for chinese MYEs
maths test (woooo it's 2moro! yeah baby)
#correction for zuo wens


# do by this week
* must learn some


i am determined mans! i know i can do it *hummmmp*

-sumo wrestler style!-

god is with me.i shalln't lose my faith in him anymore. i do my part and let the rest lay in the hands of him.trust.


:]


a nice hot bath should do the trick & i'm off to bed;)



sometimes i needa shut up when friends are sad.

beneath the surface of the dark clouds
lies the ending of a tunnel : bright light! :]

i realised i left this window opened since 10am :o

well yah. i woke up early in the morning to go to the doctor's
and the sky was gloomy like ...
yeah. it goes along with my shittie mood. WOW. perfect timing. yeah. just perfect.

yeah i spent some one hour plus to queue up for the doctor and
i the doctor is good. he explained my face condition real well.
-yakka dada-
i got high amount of stress levels in me. thats why i kept dropping hair :(
for me to stop stressing is like

mmm

0h0h
getting a bear hug from jaychou!
yeah he don't even do bear hugs, it's too unglam for him

wth. okay no. wtc? omgosh marilyn's catch pharse.
its already like 12 plus and i haven't got started yet :/

i'hv been on the com since morning i'm dead. pooof

later edna have to coem to my house so
i have 1h 30mins more to slack. yeah right :(

i gotta go do maths i promise! ;D

yeah. and i have landed myself in a bigdarkhole.

seems like i'm having one to one dinner with my self today. everyone's out.

oh what's on the menu.

it's gonna be you.

Run yeah run

sometimes jigsaw puzzles just don't match, most lost.
you just need to keep on looking.
who knows it's just right under the sofa, just beside you.

woo wee. who.

yeahyeah. today is the official slacking day of the week 5 of every 2008.
yes every 2008 XD

well. at least by me.
yeah i hope i get more of those slacking days :)

we painted
& painted & painted our lit prop today.
oh we didn't stained the tables and chairs. yeah we didn't.

garh. i didn't took a photo;(

we used rosy white. NOT. i think it looks like cream white to me. yup
the person must be color bllinnnd. but! we feel accomplished!
YAYAYYYYYY.

... ...

does anyone ever seen a cream white castle before?
yeah. God poured vanilla cream over an old castle from above;)

the rubix cube madness is just unacceptable.
i dunno from
who knows where this madness came from and why

it's like my childhood block and the only thing that i'm amazed
is that all those ramdomly mixed up colours could be fixed back into
6 different colors on each side of the cube.
yeah righhhht
i have one locked up deeeeeep in my cupboard

oh its alr 10.47pm
i promised to sleep but i'm currently hooked on the computer. this is bad D:

oh and mr weeee is just plain nice.
he taught us science at 5pm ytd even though his phone kept ringing with his raineyang's song
ringtone. flashy and style. ;)

oh i juusst realised is it abnormal for siblings to Not
give presants to you on your birthday?
seems like i'm the only one out.
i should bash my brother. nah.
i think my fanily bonds are weak. aren't?
i'm too caught up with work


okay i got lots to say anyway. i feel like deleting the tagboard?

oh btw, with relation to hanky's post,
does anyone know that Mas salamat is still on the lose?
don't be surprised that you forgot
becourse i forgotten it too.

oh oh is it normal to go to your eye candy's blog everday?
or is it an obession? yeah right

i'm just curious.

mary read my palm today.
-stares at palm-
... ....
mary says my love life is kinda short.
claudia one is fuuny XD her line is branch into two separate lines!
haha, got affair .lol.

i should catch some rest.
-takes a net and runs after rest-

oh pink class tee is cooolll

say no to labeling.

drillls!

Whhhhhhhhheeewee?

i found a way of lying to your teacher why you can't hand in your homework.
not for goodiegoodie children's ears

-covers all children's ears with cotton-

haha
MY lap top is buring, super hot.

then i accidently put papers underneath. my homework to be exact!

TELL THE TEACHER THAT YOUR HOMEWORK HAS BEEN BURNED BY A LAPTOP!

----

today drills is SHUANG
haha. the after effect is nice all sweating and i feel effortless

haha. i think i'm sorry to my squad
i'm the "unique" one always doing wrong directions

but now i poofffeed out


HAHAHAHAHA
R=resistance
V=voltage
I= current

i wonder how a soprano saxo. sounds like
yup jiayous

gonna sleeeeeeep
TRIED to o.o but -.-

Big scissors day

when i put you into a tub full of water,

you will float. haha

you wil be the sole survivor in a ship reck.

-ApologizeOneRepublic-
yesyes. i dunno why i wanted to hear the song again.
you know the way those notes hit the spot deep in you and stirrrrreed them up.
somehow i thinks the beat moves along with you;)
EmoNemo.so what?

oh today is BigScissors day.
Dm whipped out BigScissors*shines*
-ready to cut some hair!-
automatically the whole secones and sectwo batches are filled with exposed foreheads, not a single frindge;)

;D

yeah
i been rather busy lately.really busy to be exact.
i'msupposedtobesleeping.

the bells that never sing

it's been long man
studies .
studies and studies

so.
yeah. feeling kind of sentimental today.
rather lots of things that happened provoked my brain alive and running
somehow like a lightning volt jolted into my brain.

:/

yeah. lots of things to balance on my "life scale"
social life? studies?
somehow i wonder how SCs balance life everyday

oh yar yesterday was handover.
:/

yeah so we won't be able to see the sec4 much alr.
so gonna miss those wacky sectionals and of course
my section sec4s! weyjian and shi ling
of course yah they are gonna start mugging for thier o levels
so best wishes:)

oh i went to t3 with jm, vanessa, corny.
yupyup.
talk a lot. ate a lot
haha. get fat and get dry lips
nooo. the dry lips was due to insufficent moisture when playing my instrument XD

and i think the chior concert was GREAT:)
although sometimes the electric guitar overpowered the voices of the main characters
its great:D
i was feeling so werid in my band tee hahaha
saw lots of band people and class peeps.

went home and fell flat on my bed .
ZZzzZ

-runs off to study-

happy colours are a must.
yes

YES. okay ;D

OMGOSH MY COM BATT IS LIKE 7% . hahahahhaa

HAHHAA

oh wells

yup. i am trying not to blog so much and blog hopping anymore. yesyes. -smiles sincerely-

yup. i have set goals? D:

to :
DO history notes
DO algebra sums
memorise all the methods of algebra!


haha, my 5 little green beans are like growing so healthy and strong
?HOW TO SEE THE FUTURE?

if you are in love you label each green bean with "he/she love me" or "she/he love me not"
then WAIT

-100 'enters'-

then the green bean that survived your torturing or is the tallest wins! then the label is your answer to whether he/she likes you! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

you could apply it to horse racing too! HAHA. but then too late cause it will take weeks to grow!

i love craping/lameing the stress away.

oh yar. band farewell is brought forward one week eariler! :(
oh ahaha. when mr yeow talked abt the lockers.
i laughed GULITY oh wells.

jia yous!

i shall do one more round of blog hoppin!

actually planting the green beans is like slow torture,
won't you rather glup in down in green bean soup
to end it all?

hhaahaha.
today is GOOOOOD FIRDAY
a day to be good mannered and well behaved(at least it is to me)

today had green bean soup o.o
and i actually took 5 green beans
and plant in a cup of 1/4 filled damp cotton wool!
deprived childhood.opppps.

the masterpiece will be shown in erm one week?
it will sprout! under my really warm care

so 2moro got drills!
-rruruurruururghghhhh- drills! haha construction site 0.0

okay i shall start homework in 10 more minutes!


homework! :

lit poem (2/3 more)
lit essay
chinese ri ji
hist
art
maths tb
science(dun care)lol

i give myself another 13 more days

IF

utterlyembarrassed/unconfidentday but a cheerfulniceday

okay.

in the hall!
so i went to the toilet cos my bladder was like exploding or something
basically, my bladder let me down D:
i'm like so disappointed in it and i once thought that it
could hold more than 5 litres of wastage water ):
and so ssoooooo sooo i rushed off to the toilet! pooooof
and came out
and YOUKNOWWHATHAPPENED after that

i hate vegetables(you might translate in chinese)
maybe except kangkong, cauliflower and
blahblah %%

okay but i was tolerating my nose for the whole morning today too
when did my organs went kuku-ed
it was pouring out like ..

okay but was kinda cheered up by edna and may ;D

i was happy in band cos like always comical situations happens and
jiamin will always laugh like there is no tomorrow.
;DDD double smiles
okay disappointed cos playing was not there
you know THERE. yes THERE. -looks up- .NO HIGHER.
neck pain.
o.o
oh i think i was wayyy to shock to what happened in the hall
then i was like damn high. Garh.oh wells

okay i shall go do lit
i shall stop deciving myself
that " there is holiday so i can slack till then"


THERE SHALL NOT BE ANY

TABOO DAYS IN MY CALENDAR (:

ohoh. its weyjian and xianzhi b dae. happy birthday!
editted at 11.o2pm

i shall stop believing what my horoscope tells me
its UNTRUE
and i'm gonna prove it :)

i neeedddd

the push

to do lit! D:

this might sound a little crazy
but when i was in china i was like losing track of time
i dunno but when i came home form china i realised that
my clock had stopped
then i panicked.
o.o
i wasn't used to not be able to register the time just by turning
my head to glance at it
and there my clock is
still tormenting itself ,
trying to drained out the last juice of energy from the battery
after i knocked it frustratingly.
it is dead and i thought the battery felt as light as a feather.
stucked at 12. .....
.....
...

OH CRAP

what am i writing? a novel?
who am i to blufffing myslelf when i have a C for
english stuck to my report card.

HAHA, i got a little kuku or lets say sentimental after i read
JODI PICOULT " The tenth circle"
after through it ;D nice book. haha. i got a lot of good reviews about
this book and i heard the author is great too;D

my hands sort of malfunctioned.
i forgot all the routines i had at home.
like for example " soaking the towel into the washing machine every sundays"
i actually forgot how to iron jeans o.o
i feel werid around my soft toys. o.o

oh well.nvm.

I PROMISED MYSELF TO DRINK THE

EXPENSIVE TEA EVERYDAY

and i can't believe louis bought 3 of those cans of tea leaves.
he needs to purify himself

okay sooooooooooooo

i stuffed some jaychou songs inside my phone -checked!
weigh myself- checked! ( all those fatz, i almost flew,
luckly gravity pulled me down due to my weight)
lit hw - NOT checked (!!!!!!!!)
send email to buddy - not checked ;(

omgosh today i went to east point
i almost handed a 10 yuan( china money)
to the popular bookshop cashier. HAHA.
10 yuan = 2 bucks singapore.

yupp. ;DD

gtg sleeeeppp

这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密