FYI, i am not dead yet. hello?

i have thoughts of getting a new blog skin and stuff like that.
And i think for now i shouldn't be posting too much fancy pictures anyway and nicely put them up in good alignment or something.
Hey, this is called a blog, it's main purpose was suppose to be like a journal, somehow,
blogger just never NEVER live up to it's main purpose.
rather like. i dunno. some thingy?
shucks.
comeon?

i have the urge to actually to so call, rummage through my past posts and delete some
extreamly childish posts.
heck i will go through them one by one,
but on seccond thought i wonder if i even can face those stupid posts.
by any chance did anyone notice that i don't have archieves? all the previous posts and stuffs
That Is The Main Reason.

this is not ramdom, somehow, i think people posting on blogger and internet blogs just can't really show thier true feelings and stuffs. As you know, the all famous method
-HIGHLIGHTING.
haha.
The best- lock it! only a few people can see it or something.

and i realised what i wanted to blog i noramally forgot about it.

hence, yeah so. thats all

i actually ate a peach in my living room at 11pm just now in the dark
ramdom..
Have like anyone ask themselves like

" Why do you study?" i mean like you waste like 14 years studying?
is it because of your thrist for knowledge OR
just to get bright nice straight As in your report book or just to please your parents

So on this note,
I think i have No life.

i flipped through the past events i had in the previous past few months
- pathetic
nothing, oh maybe i should GET A LIFE.

mm.. i have a sad life. i think. i want to have a time whereby in my post
i say : i have a life, a great one, aren't you envious? : D

so maybe i shouldn't do last mintue stuffs nowadays like studying for a test like a week before only

Geez i tell you if i ever did that, my eyebags will be pasted on my face forever.
hey, someone's blog gave me an enlightment, to be honest, that person ,
i dun know him/her , i just went bloghopping and TA-DA.

i will get the perfect point of view.
from a perfect point of view.
a perfect high schooler.
no troubles.

i want to kill my laziness.
i will.